I digress
what a blog

1 degree off
though never claiming to be the best

Stars Wars stole my hue
Those clever martians
they can put together 2 and 2

I have said it before
and I will say it again
through going all out
it is easy to pick up again
because along the way
all of the dross is taken away
while the gold road is laid
and the rebound honestly is gone as in the same day
that is because of going all out
and trying to do most of everything

It is so nice to know the truth
and when I am neck deep
(I'll let you in- it is impossible to drown
because either the helicopter, boat, or here we go- God
always turns the mud into perfect skin)
I am not grieved
which I have learned to be
the worst pain there is
because it entails not being able to fix anything

This surely is the best gift there can be
I mean under God
there is no remorse or reproach
and it keeps on gleaming

nothing can be refuted
and I back that up
there are still some issues that I have not given up
mainly because I don't need people to think I am Satan incarnate
or something like that
or as if I only am giving a good spin
I mean in regards to my own self
I can't prepare the way into people willfully in the perfect imperative and infinitive
choosing not to listen
I can give you a hint
some lies are white
and God rained down bread
what is it?

cherubim encompassing the mercy seat
what a lovely testimony

O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God
He has prepared this
and there is no love of iniquity!

I mean- I have tasted wisdom before
but nothing like this
since a youth I have suffered His terrors
and there has always been that shadow still of death
--
It is this way
so that the power may be of God
and He is still giving the gifts
and there is no lack or selfishness in it!

Granted
I may not yet be perfected
but the glory and praise and witness in me
is full of the good tidings of complete joy and rest!

I can feel the chains falling off
and for good!
Because I have seen the partial before
it is so amazing to realize what it means
when I have kept the faith
fought the good fight
finished the race
and actually
regarding the things I hoped for- see
Surely I thought I saw them
in the spiritual knowledge of God
but the reception
the surety
it is more than I have felt before
also filling me with peace
and giving me clean feet that are shod
What I had thought
was that my surety was based on my own race of faith
along with the knowledge of those around me
and that was why things hadn't come together yet

That was right
but God connected the dots
I mean
we prophesy in part
because we must be led continually
gaining incorruption out of the stagnancy

Satan is a fake
and darkness does not comprehend the light
this leading into how goodness is not made void
just because the falsehood made it's own version and ployed

Binding darkness' princes
at my pleasure
and intuitively walking in the kingdom of God
creating and knowing life
it is marvelous
and I am in awe

Still I test myself
and take heed
that I may not stand then fall
I am beside myself
God having gone one up with me
though He also let me win in wrestling
I love that casting my crown means gaining it all

Look at what the LORD has done for me!