Off days

If you say Ferris Buehler
you are going to lose a testicle

I watch people
and I just can't grasp

maybe I should let them
tell me who they are
like it was
when I was yet a man

I gained knowledge
and so the time to judge

but what is only seen
comes out as sludge

therefore no longer
am I going to look

for I know where I exist and dwell
where I breath and live
and it is in something that is invisible
and this is my clutch

eternity
white
light
the mind of Christ
not nothingness
as the Queen of heaven
but the tangible unseen
that has no name that is yet heard

I was on a mission
to declare the glory
that this source does give

but now I have found that I have come
though fully begun
having enough and an abundance
this seed to be as the bronze serpent

the seed has fully died
there was pain and suffering
but love, life, and light
have sprouted
and budded
and there are flowers
and fruit

love remains
if you can hear it
if your ears open
and the ear is inclined
if you can see it
if your eyes open
and the scales fall away in prudent time
if you can know it
if you are changed
and transformed
this love is light
and for us it is life