*The title is a Jimi Hendrix song

I am contentious
my belief
was that if I couldn't be proven wrong
that in that way
someone couldn't reign over me
and through God
I submitted
as others submitted to Him

The belief came
from knowing
that if I can't prove something
there is no substance for debate
nor offering

And in this also
I believed
that this was true
in trying to have someone agree
because even though something could be proven questionable
or wrong to a degree
there still isn't the substance
of which to forwardly believe

And thus Jezebel
nothingness
and Satan's sleeve
and tempting

For Leviathan offers what pride can achieve
and Jezebel offers to make the enmity nothing

And therefore also
concerning male and female
males predominantly don't hold virginity
while females moreover want security

I want to wait for you
and if it is God's will
as I do
I want to serve you
so that you don't have to worry about wanting to consummate
but not being able to

Concerning shortcomings
I thought that that was why women wouldn't believe
if men asked them to wait
and why men couldn't change

Because if a woman isn't met
she couldn't fully take over
and still have pleasure
and if a man couldn't be trusted
then he would just be using the woman
and their lives would be busted

I thought women had the upper hand
except for the guys who are good to bring home to dad
because a woman could claim
she couldn't wait for a man to change
and the guys of girls' dreams
don't usually have a hard time not being alone
while the rest of people are in between
and can't make love continually
and of the dissonance-
there were not mostly any promises anyways

The virtuous wife
and the husband sitting at the gates
him representing judging
are examples of those who believe
though they are subjected to futility