Pride and rebellion
work wickedness
even on the bed

lust, fear, and witchcraft
are hidden
while false divinity is given in their stead

false humility comes
as if the mouth speaking peace
is without war in the heart within

The spoil from false divinity
sugar coating lust, fear, and witchcraft
by pride and rebellion are mixed
this done either in secret
the caldron anointed by unholiness
or openly
the caldron called freedom from anarchy
by false humility
while peace and safety
are attested to
as rules and freewill are in clay mixed with iron
in the depths of Satan
nothingness, darkness, and blindness savored
whether to die
or to live

I took on every evil thing
though even the called
claimed "It's all about God, and not us"
For they also know the verse
James speaking about self-seeking and envy
bringing confusion and every evil thing
but it is they who buried the purse
in the Holy of Holies
and set up their banners in the outer court
saying the Holy Place belonged to God
and that they indeed
concerning the inner court and Holy Place
could only with God court the coarse

What comes out of a man
is what is either undefiled
or defiled

I ran as if to win
and when the darkness could not comprehend
and therefore look to spend
it mutinized me
and sought concerning my seeking
to move me to abort

Here in this cleft
where the answers and the information
are from present to math
is where the love I profess
by assignment is sought to be ignored

Who can be loved, trusted, and shared
when the love is present only after man's determined timed allotment?
therefore also leading to make phony sincerity, truth, and life's discoarse

At first I know I possess the consummation of perfection
and then I feel the impressions
of the outworkings of pride making victim
and I hate myself
that I didn't ripen before

But alas
if I had
it would only be my blossoming alone
and this actually is the totality of David's words on the broadness of His commandment
for we must not make common
nor follow the promptings of false humility's common sandy support
of true love, life, and light's door

Even pride knows the process
and honors with it's lips the expectations
of individualism's chores and floors

Pride, anger, hate, not having control
these were the things of which in goodness
I was most prosperous
in walking without their hold

And now it has come
that my strengths were sought against
after mutinizing my weakness' as they were being made strong
and in all of these things
is not the race's witness witnessed
as also I had to balance all of these things
that the present stability
did not turn into a lukewarm bowl?

Here are the cries
of one who was maligned
for God is my master
and in longsuffering, mercy, wisdom, righteousness, sancitification, and redemption
evil was not recompensed
though He rebuked and chastened
for I waited for Him
and He saved me
and thus through cultivating
presence was shown

Though also judgment and wrath and punishment are in His hand
as He is coming quickly
and preparing as we are in this grace in which we stand
most of what I am saying
is that I was called to perfection
and had I not ran I would have never came close to winning
though restoration is in His plan for those who love

And that even in victory
there were still cords
of which wickedness had placed
that they might still bring down
every single stone
and make me out to be a liar
and call me a whore
and in place of my [in truth, love, and hope] discoarse
say that I was only scoffing
having material gain against me
and the present's circumstance
to prove me only folklore