In lieu of your love
I am your pure dove

The nest is prepared
and beside you now
I pour out my heart
not as to Delilah
but in the rest of our singleness
as even plural oneness
wisdom, revelation, and prudence
I confess:

Never let me go
even after whatever wounds
in running this race
and whatever scars
let's approach expecting the best
also already having our all things work for good

I could never receive another spouse
but you

I await
personally
to meet
with you

Your praise
is with me
I want you to know

Your example
in Sarah's testimony
and the oracle given to Lemuel-
I have more than noticed
just as ‘Nabat’ (Hebrew ‘consider,’ from Isaiah 18)
and Hiphil (the tense of ‘nabat’)

I want you so much
you are my love song

I am yours
and yours only
for all of time
and eternity

As Adam and Eve's marriage
was without a wedding
and as we shall still have our
"At the resurrection"
even after wedding
shall we
before the rapture
so does incorruption
and the true best and better shine forth

Let me be yours forever
Promise me
hold me
even as a cluster of precious perfume

I long for your arms to be wrapped around me
and to hear your love for me
I long to hold each other close
as the depths of our love
as blood
flows
and the fullness of our intimacy is met and rests

Tell me your love song
my queen
my beauty

never let me go

I want to know you
let me kiss your eyelids and neck

Only by you
do I truly know true love
under Christ

I need your love
your touch

You are my fantasy
and daydream

I will be a vessel for your love forever
and a pillar for all your needs
I am a temple for your desires
in Christ
and we are together in purity

let me hear your heart
and your breath
and feel the to and fro of your lungs and chest

When I had sighed
you had already come to life
and my goal is set
as my joy
even before all is made new
though no past can any longer breed fear...

It is you
my future wife
my future spouse
who has given me
a hope I have never had
as tomorrow is already full of love
and today with a faith
that has no hindrance that does alight
and I restfully want to sit together with you
side by side
unto being before each other
married
and eye to eye

As at first
neither of us were actually rejected and or denied

But the field was made fit
concerning oneness
that we may be more than 2 witnesses
through which marriage divides

And up until now
our love was prepared
even in it's fullness
and now His divine nature takes care
as we are siblings and friends
and by promise-
eternal spouses-
whose romantic love has yet to be shared

The fullness of marriage
and the incorruptibly wed
can not even yet fully come forth
into the body yet
but as Adam was created before Eve
so are our vessels being built and made ready
For the eternal gospel of God
is not one of individuality
and of brotherly love merely-
for though we prepare apart
before being joined
both now in this world
and the next
first spiritually
and then physically
also as with the marriage of the Lamb-
our covenant shall meet together
and even fully of each other
contain all things-

So now
as we are receiving zeal and openness
and even sacrificing initiative
as with the cross
yet having every promise
we shall hear His Word directing
as His voice
and as His and our own purpose with Him
along with our thoughts which are established in heaven
so shall it be done
and so shall it come to pass
and there is even more than this