I tried to hurt myself,
That's true.
What's stopping me?
It's you.
I was going to do it,
Then I had a thought that made me stop.
What was it?
It was you.
I've hurt in the past again and again,
But I've sent my heart to rest.
I won't be hurt again.
Why is that?
Because of you.
You loved me, I know
The knife in my back left unsaid.
You're not here to make it right,
So I tried to hurt myself.
Why you still ask?
Because of you!
My turn to ask.
Why did you do it?
Why did you leave?
Did I cause you such misery?
What about the pain caused to me?
Once again I'm left in my thoughts.
No one to see, no one to hear,
And yet you're still there.
As the light dims out,
My plea is heard.
A simple word,
A simple why.
I won't cry,
I just want to know,
I want to know, Why?