Philbert's blog

Goodnight

This kiss of death to break the chain, our last goodbye to end this pain. Not knowing what’s right, not caring what’s coming. Turn your back and leave while I’m drowning.

Forgotten

These nights become so long with you only in my dreams
I wish I could show you these feelings that don't mean a thing
When you walk all alone I know just what to say

Winter

Snow, just keep me sane for one more day. I swear that I will make things change, I'm giving up everything.

Remember

How to explain myself when I don’t know what I feel, always there, no, you're never mistrusting and often I wonder, always second guessing if things could be different could I change the past, rear

Red Handed

As the flashing lights reflected off the water you lay gasping for air, everyone’s little daughter.

Accident

Here I stand like every other record, not broken, but still not completely together. You pretend to listen, provide a false sense of care but your friendship is distant, I’m imagining you there.

Defeat

Tonight as I drive these roads you’re the only one who will ever know what I’ve done. I feel no remorse, no regret, only hopeless and feeble to those who don’t know I’ve let them down.

July

Bursts of blue outline your figure, laying on the rooftop I remember her. It seems that I’ve awakened since December, no longer embracing the silence.

My faith, the sea

Left drifting away as the coast dissipates, sitting on these lifeless waves remembering all the friends they’ve taken.