Stop apologizing everytime you hurt me enough to make me want to leave
It's not going to change anything that's been done to me
I always hear how sorry you are and how you didn't meant it
But the damage is done and the pain just grows while you sit
Everytime you smile I die a little more inside
Because I can still say I love that guy
While you know what happiness feels like and you enjoy your day
I'm stuck feeling bitter, angry and pushed away
I'm sorry I embarassed you and made you feel small
You'd always say but does that justify anything u did to me at all?
I've been emotionally torn by someone I thought I knew
By the person I struggled for and gave all of my youth
Now you act as if I'm just some kind of burden of your's
But why wouldn't you let me go or try to hear me instead you'd ignore
Sorry, sorry, sorry is all I hear so here's my sorry for trusting u
Here's my sorry for not putting me first and taking the abuse
I'm sorry I woke up late to realize we were a mistake
I'm sorry for ever giving you my heart to break
And to myself I'm sorry for not mattering enough to me
I'm sorry that it took me to let you go to finally trully breathe