So
we
lay
here
still gone.
Go.

why don't you just
shower me
with your elaborate symphony
of delicate love-me-dos
manipulate my hair
and produce your goddess
incubate her in the lie garden
your worshipping love puppy

my mother with her wild eyes
and hemp hair
scurrying behind as I journey through life
the net in her hands ready to snap me back
if I stray too far.

my mother and her huge sunglasses and

Let there be more, friend
Say delicate love petals shine on in your thoughts
Girl, you felt like always
I am blue here minus you
You are teaching my dreams to tell of tongues wild like the sea

Why do I try
to become who you want
instead of who I am

It may be wrong to sacrifice my self
For your selfishness
Oh, the rivers I bleed for you.

I hate flying around
Trapped
Blind

I know you,
all- too- familiar
pain in my gut.

Lump of sodden
wool blanket
knotted there
and leaking,

Sending heavy feeling to
every limb.

It throbs there