suffering within

My eyes become heavy as my surroundings softly peck.
'Watch and learn' they whisper,while we gently rub your neck.

My bones become stiff as all the pain from my past creeps in.
'Worry not' they whisper as they sleep and feed and grin.

My heart beats sorely with all the shame and guilt I keep.
'You've done it now' it whispers as I beg my lord for sleep.

My mind is pummeled and compressed with anger fueling hate.
'Do this, do that'it whispers,'let me dicide your fate'.

My soul weeps tears of sorrow,suffering from her shell.
'Dont give me to satin'she whispers
Only you can bring me hell.