At midnight, half asleep yet still awake
Can’t seem to find myself
All alone lying on my bed
Wondering why I can’t seem to remember

Wondering why I can’t see
What’s right there in front of me
Another illusion toying with my mind
Another pain upon my side

Blood curdling cries inside
Can’t let them out
They can’t know or find out
Another cut upon my side

Kick the darkness ‘til it bleeds light
Hold the light ‘til its poisoned bite
Sinks into flesh and colors red
On the puddle already shed

Innocent blood spilt on sheets
Suicide is such a great feat
To end the pain, to end the cold
Escaping reality