I don't know why the hell it is but
you're always in my fucking head.
Think about you while working,
even while i lay alone in bed.
I stay up thinking,thinking and
analyzing all that you've said.
Trying to figure out if it was real,
or was I some how being mislead.
The night I held you close,and you
admitted you had missed me to.
With your head buried in my chest,
the only night I felt loved by you.
Said you didn't believe,but now I hear
you don't doubt that I feel this way.
No reply when asked you're feelings,so I
guess you dont have anything nice to say.
You had told me once,that you just don't
want to end up being disappointed or hurt.
I would'nt have done anything of the sort,
and to my old ways I would never revert.
Its crazy I know,how I still want you
even after you've treated me like shit.
Love you even if you don't love me,now
that's not easy at all for me to admit.
In the end its on you,you should've
trusted in what you had found.
I'll never stop loving you ma,and if you
ever need me,you know im always around.