I continue to put myself
in this position...
Can't seem to stop it
by my own volition...
Wanting what I know I
can never obtain...
Still I go on and can't
seem to refrain...
Impulses keep me from
what needs to be done...
Reasoning tells me that
she's not the one...
Emotions hinder any kind
of rational thought...
Put forth much effort but
was all for naught...
Mistaking sex and attention
as illustionary love...
Feeling somewhat wanted
but not worthy thereof...
I look back and see that it
was all a waste of tme...
Time seems to heal all
wounds but mines...
No one can honestly say what
my the future really holds...
So lets all just sit back,and
read on as it unfolds...