Crush the feelings inside.
First thing on the to-do list.
Second thing I'm going to do is leave the investigators clueless.
Far too far long have I dealt with retrospect rudeness.
The things I'm going to do today are going tie up all the loose ends.
In other words, the inner I is finally gonna’ to shut up and tell me "you win."
I write in my agenda filled to the brim with a devilish grin.

I plan on giving way to a much, much shallower side.
I plan on feeling dead, dead until I die.
Later on in the evening I think I'll plan to go to dinner.
I'll dine with my soul and later on, I think I’ll win her.
I'll domesticate and duplicate and then I think I'll tie her down.
But you could say I'm going too far as to take away her crown.
And then, the next day, I'm going to go to the coroner.
Get an autopsy done and check out who did the murder.

But it's not for me.
I already know who did it, obviously.
It's more to get the emotional police off of my back, I must be free.
Then the next day I'll start anew full of holes and cracks.
Then later that day I'll get some soul and mortar to fix what lacks.
Although when you’re dead and gone you usually don’t grow back.
I'll patch up some of the holes, and clean out what’s left and black.
Follow the recommended procedure and begin to thoroughly pack.

Then the next day I'll walk like nothings wrong.
High strutting with chin up like I got a whole lot going on...

...Inside, but the truth is, I died.
A natural death of natural causes, so I feel no need to cry.
It's doublethink at its greatest
I know I killed myself but lately that's been the vaguest.
And the next day I'll begin to turn up to work again.
I may start to court my shallowly deep friend.
And the next day, when I talk to her once more, I'll feel nothing but lust, as our bodies hit the floor.

Simply because I'm dead, of natural, natural causes.
I consider death by murder suicide to be the best of all the losses.
Just don't miss me, my soul's' already long gone.
Tomorrow you can mourn.
Though it's an empty casket, the body was nowhere to be found.