Wishing for love and hoping for death oct 5-07

I wished for you in a dream
I wished for love
and then you came along
i swear it was like you came str8 out of a dream
we shared the same pains
we shared the same likes
it was as if you and i were destined to be
you were my first love
the only man i shared myself with
a year later you asked if i would marry you
i couldn't believe that my many nights of wishing and praying for love
my dreams was finally coming true
without a doubt i said yes
it's been a month
and the once sweet candy kisses has turned rotten and foul
your once sweet words became brutal and harsh
the love you once showed me
became violent
the child that i bare in my womb
would soon to be gone away
i weep on the floor confused and hurt
at how so fast my life has changed
i couldn't bare the truth
that love to you was just a game
all my life i spent wishing for love
trying to erase all the hurt and pain
I lay on the bathroom floor in a puddle of my own blood and tears
hoping for death