Confusion

I feel so confused right now

It's like how in the world am I suppose

To deal with this mess that has been

Put on me. I mean I have always

Only seen you as a friend

And now I feel weird whenever

I'm around you. You make me

Feel awkward at times like I

Always felt like you had feeling

For me but not this strong

IDK what to think of you

Anymore. I mean I'm

Very flattered that

You feel this way but

What do you expect

Me to do. Just open

My heart to you. And

Sometimes I feel like you

Push me onto you

And that just makes me

Feel even more awkward around

You. IDK what you want

From me but I can't

see myself just ending

Things with _______ just to

Be with you and I don't

Even know if I even

Have any feeling for

You like that you have for me.