6/12/07

Why

Why do all people have to be so controlling?

Why can't people just live life carefree

Why do I have to experience so much drama?

I just want to be loved.

Truly loved for who I really am

I want someone to actually be there for me

When I need them all the time

I mean the only person I fell has actually been there for me all the time is "Him"

"He' has always been there for me &

I have always been there for "Him" too

When ever "He" needed anybody.

I feel like "He" is the only one that has truly understands me

Because "He" took the time out to get to know me for who I am

"He" was the only one that actually waited until I was ready

But now I truly only want "Him" as a friend

As my bestfriend

I want things to be back to the way they use to be

Back to when I cound just come over & just express myself to "Him"

And "Him" express himself to me.

I want "Him" to help me

I need "Him"

I miss "Him" being in my life

I miss every thing about "Him"

I miss "Him" calling me all the time

I miss us having our conversations of "Him" telling me how "He" feels and me telling "Him" how I feel

I just plain & simple miss my bestfriend