I thought you would have faded by now, lost in time
I see I was wrong in this, holding on was my crime
11 years have gone bye and still I think of you
11 years have gone bye can it be true
I destroyed myself long ago when you said goodbye
I moved on sluggishly thoughts of you made me cry
I found a new love in her I could confide
I tortured her body,soul and mind
11 years have gone bye you left your mark on me
11 years have gone bye and still I cannot see
You moved on and left me here dealing with this pain
I brought this other woman into this dangerous game
I cant find myself anymore who the hell am I
Ill never love another as much as you even thou I try
11 years have gone bye my life misery,agony, and pain
11 year have gone by and still I cant lay blame
You taught me love you taught me life and took it all away
I taught my new love all these things and now I do betray
For when she looks in my eyes I hide well this hurt
11 years have gone by I treat my LOVE like dirt
She does not know what true love is she thinks shes found it in me
11 years has gone by alas all my thoughts are still of thee!