Daddy's Little Toy
A figment of my imagination,
Pure and innocent too,
You’re my daddy and I love you,
Obviously I’m the fool,
Do it baby girl,
Everybody does,
You mommy’s watching too,
I won’t hurt you,
It’s natural for me to be your first,
Your mother approves,
She’s so proud of you,
Being able to make me come too,
Don’t cry when I touch you,
Shut up fucking bitch,
It’ll be over soon,
Just lay back and enter our hell,
Welcome to the world,
Baby girl,
I’m your daddy and I love you,
If you tell anyone ill fucking Murder you too,
Touch it just once,
Oh forget it just get over here,
Your mine and nobody else’s,
Just forget about being protected,
Oh daddy why did you do that?
Made me bleed and cut myself?
Grant me access to your sick world,
Allow me entrance within our twisted family?
Stop holding my wrists down on the bed,
You’re too heavy,
You’re crushing me,
I can’t breathe,
Mommy do something,
Why are you just smiling and watching?
Don’t you love me?
Stop him from fucking,
But you say to my sister,
Whisper “touch her”,
I can’t move,
I’m being branded,
I don’t want to remember,
As I dig scissors in my arms,
Exhale as pain washes over,
Pick up the smell of clover,
Daddy’s gone now,
But mommy’s still here,
My nightmares are in livid colour,
And I’m the prettiest dying flower,
I see my friends sad to leave their homes,
But all I want to do is just go,
I’ll pull my sweater over my arms,
And keep my secrets buried deep within.
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I dont know if this was a true or fictional write but.....
What can I say?....the reality out there is freaky and its sad stories like this that make me hurt inside just to look at my little one...to think that there are kids out there that are just abused like that all over the world....or even next door for all we know...u know, animals are more humane then humans!..thanks for sharing this deep and disturbing write.peace.
give it to 'em
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One day...They will all burn...and we will only smile.
"In the face of every criminal, strapted firmly to a chair, we must stare we must stare we must stare." ---Win Butler the Arcade Fire.
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The greatest satisfaction I've ever had in life is smashing a hammer over the head of a child molsting piece of shit. I only wish more would do the same.....
What now while i wait?
Yea...the world is pretty fucked up.
thanks for the comments..i know im disturbed...sorry i cant write anything happy..
amanda
1 out of every 4
They claim one out of every four girls are molested growing up I think the the count is higher.I am glad to see this shit out in the open and maybe it won't stay quietly in a closet kids dealing with it like it was their fault it happened and dealing with guilt that shouldn't be theres'GOOD WORK
Gloria
Unfortunately
This is all too a reality for too many of us. I applaude you for being brave enough to post in the open what so many of us secretly deal with inside. If only more of us who experienced abuse inside the home would open up we could stop it from happening to the next person. A disturbing read, but reality can do that, twist and turn and warp itself into something unpleasant. Good work.