I wish you would die,
Bleed out your horror,
Watch it drip away,
Slit your writs,
Fade away with the pain,

I could beat you in the face,
Watch my knuckles turn purple and black,
Stab you in the gut,
Watch as you scream,
You do experience pain it seems,

Shoot you mother,
Watch your father slip away,
I love to see you falter,
Feel the pain you caused,
Take a sip of my drink you poured,

I want to see you cry,
Bring you down to my level,
Make you feel invisible,
You say ill be sorry,
But I’m in too much glee,

Slam concrete and morphine,
Shoot adrenaline with ecstasy,
Watch you fade into oblivion,
Crumble to your darker side,
Stop saying I’m not fine,

Go to sleep on the toilet,
Rest your head on the tile,
Throw up your love,
Toss away your regret,
And maybe you’ll forget,

You make me hate,
Made me cry every night,
Make me ground my teeth together,
Every smile feeling forced,
All laughing sounding false,

Your excuses make me hollow,
Can’t you see what you did to me?
I’m not normal,
I’m broken and bitter,
At 18,

Get hit by a car,
Go in reverse and do it again,
Go back years and get an abortion,
It’s all I wanted,
A stranger is seeing through my eyes within,

Don’t act like nothing is wrong,
You know what happened,
And it’s slowly killing me,
And keep my secrets buried with me,

Don’t forget to swallow the knowledge,
That you raped me of my future,
If I saw you again,
I could commit murder,
I wouldn’t falter,

How I wish I could go back to that day,
When I could say no,
Change everything with one word,
But I deserve to be torn,
Ripped apart and forever bleeding,

You sick bastard,
I hate you mother fucker,
I’m crying every moment of my life,
I can’t feel anything,
Nobody knows my shame,

You made nobody want me,
Branded your selfish cock permanently inside of me,
Nobody wants broken people,
They don’t know my name,
I’m still playing your little girl game,

Somebody reach out and pluck me from the darkness,
Show me this light I’ve read about,
Tell me you have evidence of some god,
Say I’m worth it,
You want my smiles to be true,

That you’ll help murder those bastards
Fuck them up in the heads as they’ve done to me,
Create pain so terribly they’ll feel it for years,
Torture their families,
I fucken don’t care,

I know there’s no one out there that gets me,
Ill always feel alone,
I’m empty and freezing,
Nobody wants me,
I’m locked in with deadbolts and never gonna get free.