Was it a dream when i lived?
floated above the surface of hate?
cried silently every night?
thankful for the glorious moment of release?
Was it a dream when i died?
cracked you down to my level of standards?
wishing forever would continue for a little bit longer?
Was it a dream when i continued loving?
after you bruised me with your claws of hate?
licking my wounds i gratefully accepted?
Was it a dream when i forgot to lie?
living in your shadow,
living on the edge of your world,
looking into the future of demons,
Was it a dream when i looked into the eye of hell?
heard the purest demon cry out for love?
saw an angel fly with broken wings?
Was it a dream when i crashed into heaven?
saw lucifer hold god in hands made of iron,
made him tremble under the pressure of air?
Was it a dream when i witnessed the death of my innocence?
watching from another person as i was raped of my freedom,
heard my cries under the screams of witnesses,
Was it a dream when i felt happiness?
felt myself slowly began to change?
forget the saddness thats branded into my flesh,
Was it a dream when i was awarded the prize of purity?
crowned forgiven for my sins?
Symbolized the caving of forgotten evil?
Was it a dream when you reached out to me?
Stayed when the lights went out?
Endlessly gave me chance after chance, even when i disappointed?
Showed me there was something to believe in?
Was it a dream when you enabled me to faulter?
threw me the twisted shock of reality?
Bent the universe to compliment my needs?
Was it a dream when you sacrificed your last breath?
To tell me you would hold my heart forever?
If only id had given you the chance?
Was it a dream when you convinced me of love's suicide?
drowned me within your tragic kingdom?
Disarmed me with bullets against my protective barriers?
Was it a dream when i looked into the abyss?
Saw nothing and imagined more?
Noticed that eves garden was thriving on fire?
Caught Adam sacrificing the forbidden fruit for his own survival?
Was it a dream when i tripped on the forgotten?
Saw the bloody mountains of trapped fear?
Curtains closed against the flow of particles?
Was it a dream when i jumped into gasoline?
The intoxicating injection felt comforting?
Wiped away the traces of my addiction?
Was it a dream when i forgave?
When this pressure was lifted from my chest?
My heart and soul?
Was it a dream when i crumbled to the lords of Society?
Witnessed the disease of the world following me?
Scrambled to find my sanity?
Was it a dream when i deported the thoughts of failing?
Caressed the immediate repulsion of dread?
banished any thought of burning?
Was it a dream when we fought over money?
sympathised with the devil?
slashed throats of children while hearing their screams?
Was it a dream when we spited God?
Crashed and burned at the end of every fairytale?
Drank from the fruit of the lamb without contempt?
Was it a dream?
Tell me, was it a dream?