I'm...numb
and just a little cold
Have I run through that wheel of emotions yet?
Run the gamut of "what the fuck does she think she is doing"
to "i bless you guys, have fun"
So... will I go back to feeling angry at you
will I continue to be happy for you
or will I be numb?

I've felt so much
I would like to know if I've felt it all

I'd like to know how much you like him, if it is as much as I do.

if it is not, is the world fair?

if it is, is it?

can we break it down and make it linear
pull away the metaphors
can we see the emotions, hold them
What makes us say "I'm bad news"?
Why do we love?
Why do we care?

Why, and more, how, can we be happy for someone one minute
hear the word "boyfriend"
and have our blood boil green the next?