finally finished :) this poem is a bit long, but i was going for a storyline as well. it was meant to be long. please feel free to leave me some feedback.

today was the final day i would ever miss you
i read the letter and lost sight of who you were
you lost yourself a long time ago at least i am still me

precious as an angel cautious as a mouse
wandering around alone inside this empty house
waiting for something to bring a smile to her face
seems to be careless but this is not the case

feeling the work of the devil
as the blade touches skin
unable to forget it
the ache deep within
i thought that this was love
found out it was not
now unable to control myself

anger in my heart
as its torn apart
rage within my eyes
hearing all your lies
silence as i shout
tearing my heart out
pulling at my hair
as if you really care
losing grip on reality

when i thought of you today a tear rolled down my cheek
i was quite angry when i saw you but yet i couldnt speak
i offered you my heart but thats not what you took

i lost it all when you walked away
i lost my boyfriend, best friend and whole life that day
you dont seem to care youve already moved on
my happiness is all a lie i am not really that strong

something warned me to turn around and run
but everything was ok i was just looking for fun
now it is over and i am completely unglued
he has already moved on, found someone new

i feel like im losing a never ending fight
standing on the edge has never felt so right
wondering if i should trust the empty voice within
telling me to jump with a sinister little grin

my world is crashing down
as im struggling for air
i reach for a hand
i realize is not there
im trapped in my own prison
a fate i know too well
i was looking for a heaven
but landed in a hell

i hate the way my life has simply turned around
it feels like ive hit rock bottom but only reached the ground
the anger that possesses me is very clear to see

how can i tell you to be strong when i cant do the same
when everything that happens now only brings me pain
i feel like i am all alone i have nothing left inside

slipping through the cracks
falling into the abyss
beginning to feel woozy
as the blood drips down my wrist
i had hoped it would never
have to get this far
but you pushed me to this point

You used to be the only thing
That kept me from slipping, or falling
Now that you aren't here and I'm all alone
That simple urge is yet again calling
I don't know how to stop myself