my heart it thumps with the thought of you
my body is hot when I know your there
my mind it knows not what to do
for you I truly love and care

my intensions are pure though my lust not so much
I crave your care and soft sweet touch
and though you say you can give me all
I refuse to stand up high then fall

Ive seen things no girl should see
and Ive done things that you know are real
that unsure girl, that girl is me
my unsure thought of how to feel

when I hear your voice my heart, it melts
I rub my neck and take a breath
you promise me to love me and no one else
that you will hope for me till your death

you are what I always looked for in times of want and need
and now your here, I do fear, that I will cause your soul to bleed
you have it all, the love the life
and you want to add a confused little wife

your too good for me I know
that is why I must say no
and you wont take that as the final call
but I wont change my mind at all
and only by the will of my creator
will I have you just for me, but later
not now , not here, not this way you see.
I love you and you love me
but thats not how our future can be
for you and I both disagree
and when you know the truth within
that Im not so easy to give in
my mind is stiff like a rusty nail
you can do it, but I will fail
and not to say that I know for sure
but thats how I feel, this is the cure
you let me go and I will move on
untill the day I know Im wrong
untill that day, I have to say
I love you, but theres no other way
we are sun and moon that never kiss
but so alike and real like this
you are the sun, the day with your good heart and smile
Im the moon, the night with nothing to nourish but give sleep,
I just wait for you to come and light my darkness every second while
I promise you my love so true, your heart and love I forever keep.

p:s.....you know who you are and I keep my promise to pray about us.
I will let you know everything soon......love you always.