Every day I was excited to see you
Because I thought that you felt the same way
Every time we talked I thought
We were closer to being together
Apparently I was misreading the signs
After months of not knowing I became frustrated
With the situation so I found a way to find out the truth
But now that I know I would do anything to take it back
Because now I’m feeling disappointed and shocked
I mean I really thought I was going to get lucky this time
And get a guy that I could be myself around
I was willing to give you everything
My friends thought I was stupid for seeing the best in you
When they called you a jerk I defended you
And for what --- a broken heart?
I should of seen it coming and now I feel like a fool
For letting myself think this could actually work out
I thought maybe you were scared or immature.
But it was just a simple as … “ I only like you as a friend”
If I could turn back time
I would have never told you
if I would have kept it to myself
My emotions toward you wouldn’t have grown
And I wouldn’t be in this situation now..
Of course my friends tell me that your stupid for not seeing what’s in front of you
But I just find it hard to believe that I’m anything special, actually I know for a fact I;m not anything special
I want to forget about you and move on but I cant
And I have no idea why. I know it sounds corny but its true
We never really shared anything special but your stuck in my head and
It eats away at me every day
I know its not your fault
And I don’t blame you at all because a person cant help the way they feel.
It just sucks that’s all.