Silent tears roll down my cheeks
Symbolizing the pain and the torture you’ve caused
I don’t want to blame you but I know I should
It’s not your fault though , that you just don’t like me
I wish it were different
And now I fear that with this false confession
I’ve lost a so called friend
You to me
Is like alcohol to an alcoholic
Or food to someone obese
I can tell myself that I don’t need you
And then I just run back to you
Hoping that maybe I’ll just give it one last try
And I’ll be able to keep things under control
But I know things will spiral quickly and
Ill fall for you again
And in the process throw out my morals
And change who I am to
Have a chance at loving you .
I want to hide out from everything and everyone
Curl up under my blankets and die.
I lie to everyone saying that I’m fine but its not true
Why cant some one really love me
And really want me
Not just for sexual favors
But because they can relate to me
Because they can connect to me