hi guys. wow. its been a really long time, so please....be kind lol

It's been so long...O woe is me
Nothing will come out!
I've tried and tried!
I've yelled, I've cried.

**couldn't sleep again, thought i'd try something a little different**

Heady scents of warm jasmine blanket my senses.
I close my eyes only to meet yours there.

**i found this while i was cleaning my room just now...::sigh:: my room is such a mess lol**

From your secret admirer
To you, this I write
My love for you grows,
But grows out of sight.

**inspired by a no-good, bad idea, past relationship lol**

How did you do it?
You seduced me, enticed me to your side
Logic was irrelevant
From you I could not hide

**ever seen those ice cubes that come as crumbly bits of ice? ...that's where i got the idea from**

I swirl you around
As you sparkle in my cup
Keeping my drink chilly

**to be read alone....in a dimly lit room... lol**

I love your sweet meat
Your meat I enjoy
The feelings I feel
Cannot be destroyed
I savor the flavor
When you're in my mouth

**ever have one of those nights?**

It’s hard to fall asleep tonight
Because all I can think of is you
I can’t seem to get to sleep
Which is what I really want to do

Small fluffy one
who scampers in the sun
I pay homage to you

Your zippy ways
your carefree days
my friend, you're never blue

You shuck your nut
as you swish somewhat,