I should have been wiser in my actions towards you.
As now you are no longer there.
I've backed you into a corner,
an abyss, as deep as the ocean's blue.

You said that you loved me,
You said you'd be there,
regardless of circumstance...
I thought you were prepared.

I went on my way, charging ahead.
Making up for lost time,
with the all the feelings I have shed.
Though in result your actions,
have retracted...
All you ever said.

And now the tables have turned,
as it is I with the blankest stare.
I should never have told you,
and now I can't clear the air.

So I lost it all forever with my over jealous air.
You once were everything, and also everywhere.
But now what's left to console me
is my own blanked out stare.