in sadness I look
and see a man no
longer with the
eyes of adoration
but with aching

my heartstrings
cinch tightly
as the familiar pangs
of uncertainty grip
me deep in my core

I once saw you as
strong enough to
be trusted
I once saw you as
honest enough to
be real

in question I look
upon every aspect
and in question I
live my life
wondering

I wonder who I
am in your eyes
I sense that you are
not seeing me
perhaps we are not
seeing each other

in faith I see our
hands reaching for
one another
in my heart I
wonder if
that is enough