Woke up this morning asking why I live this life
It feels like I’m living just to die
I know I’m wrong with doing the things I do
But with all I go through, I know it is just a test
I feel blessed because, Heavenly Father, I still fear
Still trying to find another way so I could see better days
Every night I give the Lord praise hoping to find a better place

I have a mind full of demons,
I don’t want to hear them anymore
Everyday feels like I don’t fit in this world
No matter what I do, I’m left alone
To contemplate my own solitude

I got dreams of growing old
But I can’t continue until I find my soul
And remember that even with God by my side,
I’ll be against all odds until the day I die
Even then, I’ll be held down
But still I rise.