We talk and laugh all day throughout
but suddenly i stop with doubt
i make a sudden face, as if to say
do you understand why i'm this way?

with deathly stares into your eyes
i know you wish id see your cries
you search for hope, maybe someday
do you understand why i'm this way?

i speak to dwell on words you've spoken
while patiently you sit heartbroken
in silence you are in dismay
please understand why im this way

to think that just 4 years ago
we never fought at all
thinking late at night i lay
i'm scared i'll lose you soon one day