Solitary Judas

Where were you when they beat Him?
And hung Him from that cross?
I was standing with the crowd,
But somehow my words were lost.

Where were you when they denied Him,
And said that they did not know?
I was there and I was watching,
But somehow I moved too slow.

Were you there with Thomas,
And did you doubt He was alive?
I don't think that I believed,
I couldn't have even tried.

Would you be there even today,
If the Lord came back to us?
Would you be one of the twelve,
Or a Solitary Judas?