Lost in the dark, with my heart, still broken
Hopeless, i feel like my insides, were open
Crying for revenge, feel the pain when its worse
But for some reason, back inside my brain it still lurks
Old feelings being brought back i remember it all
November through fall, my life was fucking hell in the dark
So many lessons that i learned, analyzing the game
The old, ways will never work so now im trying this lane
Waited patiently anticipating the day that id see you
And when i saw that message i really couldn't believe you
Impossible is nothing, i proved it tonight
No matter where this ends up, seeing you was alright
And now when death comes, knocking at my door, its fine
All i wanted was to see your face...one more time
Its reality, pinching myself...its not a dream now
Even though it always kinda seemed like i would steam out
Smoking marijuana drifting off into my day dreams
Thinking-about the fantasy's created as i made them
Claiming i was fine, but inside i was torn
Combining the force, emotions and my mind were at war
Now the breath has been seen, and the eyes were glazed
Everything had went fine, now my life is great
Or it seems a new chapter, shall live on great-
Now my-personal revolution will begin, today

Note : If your a young male, and got your "heart broken" (first love) and never even imagined you would be friends again, you get to this hopeless point where you force yourself to forget about her. If your there, and you get that extra shot you never imagined to be reality...how would you feel? To get something you never thought you would have again. Its pure closure, regardless of how relevant this situation is to me, im glad it happened and now i feel inner peace.