Should I remember
my counter member?
I've put you aside
because I didn't think you'd mind,
so I tried to find
a reason to let you go,
a reason to continue in stride.

Delighted by the sight,
enamered by the sound
I've found
in your voice, quite,
the conversational start;
a way to fall apart
with such passion,
for the honest,
a difficult test

Easy as
the vast
grass
that grows,
simple as
the last
singled mass
of sand;
my point of view
doesn't pursuade you;
it isn't dressed
or properly confessed
like a sound,

Desire to evovle,
wanting to solve
the worries
that elude
my grasp,
the enomilies
that exclude
my task of changing,
rearranging
my thinking;
descending thought
and preception,

A burden
so sudden,
laid to rest
on my chest,
to invest
in my memory;
laid in black,
takes me back
to the scene,
intervene
with the misfortune;
trying to tune
the problems out,

I haven't departed
from where I started,
the grass roots,
the many disputes
about leaving,
I haven't decided,
but haven't divided
from appreciation;
it's innovation,
it lets me justify

Conveyed
and displayed
for all to consider,
my emotion is direct,
it won't hinder
the jarring effect
that shows me,
it becomes my creativity.
I don't deny
my unique grasp

You and I
will leave everything
to watch time go by,
we'll become one thing.
Together in harmony,
together so tenderly;
completely.
We'll run away
from it all,
find a place to stay

You go with anything,
you bring
a certain something
to me,
I'm inspired to be
just like you,
prosperity,
you make everything
have meaning,
because you're bringing
a way
today,

A decision to change,
rearrange,
my reasons and then,
I'll be on my way
to begin,
to piece the grey
together, for my soul,
my own control.
I'm suffering again,
from what I put in

Leaves
of green,
red,
yellow,
grieves
the summer scene;
dead,
now I know
fall is here
for the year,
on the ground
I have found
shadow,
dark,
revealing
chilled breeze
and sparks

I can't find
a state of mind
that lets me be stable;
able
to sit at this table
so quietly,
I could never be
so passive, so discreetely.
I'm unbridaled talent,
so pragmatic,

Holy hands meet once more
becoming the cross You wore,
across my neck
a tiny speck ,
an everlasting impression
casting down my depression.
Your name
is always the same,

Mistake
the sake,
for I'll break
the rule
of the fool,
a lapse in gravity
lets me fall free,
desire by now,
binds me, somehow
to every minute,
yet,
it won't let
my faith go

Dreaming alone
has become the
battle so silently,
the struggle unknown
because sleep becomes peace,
turning to an elegant piece,
dormant, less bold,
soft spokenly told
while I dream