Dismal Days

I've been looking forever,
lurking through an endever;
just take the things
and place me here,
the silence it brings
isn't quite clear,
but I'm ready to be...
completely,
drawn in,
I can never return
from approaching sin,
yet I beg to learn
the ways
of dismal days,
when I cling to the sight;
make me feel,
make me right,
I can't heal
until I find
what I left behind.