FEEL OF BLOOD IN EYES

we made a promise which he wouldn't break....the promise was we talk everyday...but i guess he broke it..today was the day..how could he! did he?? what a shame...hopeless days... hell never change..he cracks my heart slowly not noticing the pain...when will he relize behind this face...behind this laughter this girl just waits..every fucking minute...every fucking day...every fucking time he just sits there says and says..plays not knowing the meaning behind the phraze...is he blind not good for me?? is he sumthing out of my lead??...or is he sumone i just cant be ..be with him is not in my means....but all i know is with out him im livin but deffenetly not alive...is this how the story ends in my life??..god i know you hear me but there's no point of help...cause even with the crys i send you i wouldnt dare to tell..dare to ask for your help....my sins have done me no good...karma comes back when your ready to be good....my heart was pure and now judgment day strikes ...causing me to see the reality in lights...the glory of people which i could've been ....but im stuck with the sinners begging for my sins....but all sinners are not bad they have good in them...im probably put in a place but my heart recalls again....telling me you are not one of themm....do not belive stay with god and do good deeds....are you willing to fight are you willing to see?? the punishment behind the fires...the heaven breeze...ARE YOU WILLLING TO BLEED AND TOURCHER YOUR SELF TO GET FREE....but im telling you whats good for you not me...i been through hell and heaven it wasnt anytthing i need...so now im the consious speaking free...telling you whats wrong and right..telling you the life behind..this fredom speach..no ones good for anyone at times of need..

by:tina naseer
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