First Time..
I remember the first time we had ythe conversation we had,
So stupid, pointless and out of boredom
But after that day, 8 months must have passed
With you flirting endlessly and us talking about randomness
I never really cared about you before, but as time went by
I got used to our daily conversations
I remember the first time you came,
It was insane
At first I didn’t care that much
Just wanted to know who you were
But once I saw you, I knew that I was screwed
Cause you were one hot dude,
I remember what you were wearing that day,
A pink shirt and jeans
And I must say, hands down
You looked hot by all means
I remember everyone telling me about your arrival,
And the insides of me dancing crazily as if in a carnival
That first time I looked at you,
I just knew,
That you would be occupying my mind a lot
And that the thought of you would stick to me like glue
That whole day, I was smiling, singing and skipping on cloud nine
But happy as I might have been, I was not willing to talk to you
My friends urged you to talk to me however, and you tried but our paths never crossed
And when that day ended and the sun went down
I waited for our daily conversation, but it never came
Not even on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday or Sunday
And that was when my world crashedK
I remember the first time I heard about you flirting with other girls,
I wanted to have a fit; I wanted to get hit by a car because I couldn’t admit to this
It was like a cold knife had gone through my heart
We had such a good start, why did it have to end this way?
Only a week passed by, and you were flirting with other girls- what bullshit
I felt sad, angry, hurt and betrayed
Why were guys like you even made?
But as time went by, I learnt to shrug the whole affair off
And learnt to put the thought of you way back in my mind
And Leave our relationship undefined
I remember the first time I saw you after your betrayal,
And much to everyone else’s dismay, and mine
I was thinking about you, I was missing you and realized I liked you again
I thought about your past misdeed and blamed it on me giving you the wrong sign
When I avoided your way all day, you probably felt stupid and rejected
How were you to know that I was just to shy to talk to you?
But now I know better now, I’m willing to turn a new leaf and take a chance
Just start our first conversation, and I promise you I’ll give you my all
Cause I don’t want to be left regretting over an incomplete romance
So give me a call, I won’t letchu down,
Just let me know that we can start off like we did the first time.
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