God Untie My Hands – June 11th 2008

Four years
You keep on going and coming back
Like a ping pong ball, I push you away only to face you a second later
There used to be something there
Now there’s nothing but memories

Four years
I try to let you go but somewhere down the rope, you catch on
MSN says last time we talked was before December 2007
We used to talk so many times before…
Now it has been so long that my heart feels sore

Four years
My hands have been tied up
Just when the knot feels loose, I think of him and it tightens up again
Don’t leave me locked up in here, left to shine in the sun o n e d a y only to drench in the rain for w e e k s

Four years
Fed up of hoping for something that’s not real
Sick of how he breaks my heart without even knowing
Tired of dreaming of him when I left his mind long time ago
Totally heartbroken and love struck by the heartbreaker

Four years
My hands have been tied for too long
Untie them so I can protect myself
Cover my eyes when I see him
Cover my ears when I hear his voice and cover my smile when I he looks at me

Untie my hands god
The more time it takes, the weaker I get
The more I see him, the more I want to cry
Cause seeing him reminds me of what will never be

P L E A S E untie my hands god
I need them to stop my heart from vibrating out of my body
Every cloud has a silver lining but this situation has a lining of water
So innocent, so beautiful but in the end it’s worth nothing….
Nothing at all