Bittersweet – August 5, 2008

He’s got me love crushed hushed flushed with emotion
He’s defying Newton’s first law of motion
His smile feeds my dry soul, slathered up on me like lotion
His love could propel me in the air across the ocean
His eyes send my train in locomotion
He’s got me in constant commotion

Turned my resistant heart into a eager puppy awaiting some tender love and care
Its almost too much to bare...
Hes in the mid-air...
hes in my hair...
he’s on my chair...
he’s got me seeing feeling hearing him everywhere

his words had me hushed
they consoled my angry sad depressed envious heart
I thought the one I been looking for is here with me, right kind of hot... right kind of smart
But now he’s tearing up my heart so now its some kind of abstract art

His flirtatious nature pains me
It’s a stab at the side to my once hopeful heart.. you just set it free
He brought my spirit up to the beautiful shining stars
Only to let it drop with gravities force roaring upon me and looking upon tar
The room is quiet but to me its filled with noise
Filled with thoughts of my shame... have I no poise?
How could I let myself for another one so fast
I shoulda learned by now that nothings meant to last

his words had me hushed
they consoled my angry sad depressed envious heart
I thought the one I been looking for is here with me, right kind of hot... right kind of smart
But now he’s tearing up my heart so now its some kind of abstract art