STUPID SENSATION
STUPID SENSATION
I feel so sad and mad
For letting myself make a decision so bad
I feel like one of those stupid, idiot lads
This feeling is anything but rad
I feel like crying, just a tad
I ran home as soon as I could
Shoulda came home long time ago
And I woulda
But it was just so tempting; I didn’t know why my brain went so low
Saw you in your best dressy red shirt
And that’s when I wanted to sink in the dirt
Cause then it hit me-
You probably rushed all day, just to see me
And all I gave you was nothing but a stupid sensation
Embarrassment, disappointment and humiliation
All I can offer is a sorry?
To make up for your hurt feelings and worry,
This makes me feel pretty damn pathetic!
Shit, why doesn’t my brain ever seem to tick?
Because I know you deserve more than that
Just don’t know what.
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yo... i feel like the girl in ths poem! my boyfriend was actin just like dude.... it hurts so bad because i love him so much but i fell so unappreciated... we broke up amd he begged me back so we got back together... he made me feel like he changed but had me fooled because now, IM BEING TREATED THE SAME AS BEFORE AND I FEEL EVEN MORE UNAPPRECIATED NOW, because i took him back and he still hasn't made our relationship any better!!!!!!!!!! i don't know what to do.... :(
aww firstly, let me tell you
aww
firstly, let me tell you how much i sympathise with you
nothing sucks more than being unappreciated
ask yourself if he really likes you and tell him that if he really loves you then why is he acting that way
maybe then things will get better?
if that doesnt work, then maybe its time to let him go?
if he doesn't seem to appreictae you
then its not worth having him is it? :)