It all started a few months ago, back when I was still naive
New years eve,
A conversation started by mistake
I wish we didn’t talk, all you did was play me like a blind snake
Would have spared me a whole lot of drama
Wouldn’t have made me feel as helpless as a person in a coma

I remember when you came,
It was a few months after we had started talking, my heart set aflame
My heart was pounding like a drum gone wild
And my smile was as big as Einstein’s brain, you got me all riled up
the thoughts in my mind were all jumbled up
But despite all that, I never once said hey, sup

I just admired you from afar and avoided your way all day
I guess you took that as a sign I didn’t like you, that thought probably stayed
Cause after that our conversations stopped
my heart left chopped, dropped and hacked into a million pieces,
a mess that could not be mopped

It was hard enough to get over you but the fact that you
Were already hopping along from girl to girl like a stupid damn kangaroo
It hurt to know you started to bat your eyelids at other girls, like a stupid player
You’re a annoyer, destroyer, slayer and a betrayer
I’m not gonna deny it, I felt played
My mind, body and soul- all left dissarrayed

Gosh, if only I knew you were just a fake
I could have pulled the brakes, stopped the earthquake
For so long I lived in denial and told everyone I really didn’t care
When really, I was in the process of repair
So long l could only think about this, holding our relationship
Like a albatross around my neck,
Leaving a burden so heavy on my shoulders, like a heavy sack on my back

How I wished that someone could have told me
I was barking up the wrong tree
My friends did give me lots of warning-
About whether what he was saying was all true and real.
But I believed what I wanted to believe
Ended up throwing myself in a state of greif
stubborn as a mule about talking to you,
look where that got me.

And just as soon as I’m ready to let go,
To set this stupid story of us aflow
forgive myself for falling for you,
Make a fresh start, a new debut

You had to come back just like that
You’re as interesting as an flying cat
through the times of thinking and drinking with you in mind
through the times of missing and reminscing with you in my heart
somewhere in between there, I fell for you again

As each day goes by,
I find myself thinking about you
More, more and more
I wanna stop, I really do
But my infatuation for you is inevitable
And it is unstoppable