Still I Hurt

Another day dawns yet the pain is still here
I try to live life but don't get anywhere.
In my dreams all I see is this woman's beauty
and remember the feelings she brought forth in me.
When I'm awake she's my every thought
but now that she's gone her loves like a drought.
Her faith means she's probably not thinking of me
if she asked, with belief, then I'm below memories.
The truly faithful need but ask to recieve
like an exorcised demon, I'm removed totally.

I thought such a love was eternally linked
she's moved on, and the thought of it just makes me sick.
I gave her my all... mind, body and soul
she pledge me the same, yet another she holds.
So when will my pain start to finally cease?
when will I let go so sorrow can't feast?
When will I realize that her love wasn't mine?
She belonged to another before our time!

TS...

nicely written. its clear you love this woman. im betting she loved (loves) you too. i truly believe we can love more than one person...and for different reasons.
great writing TSoul
Linda

{sigh}

Thanks for the compliment. My love was never in doubt or questioned and even though I know she loved me I now wonder if it was as deeply as mine because if it was she'd be with me now. My selfishness I guess for wanting what I knew I should of never had...not too mention I can't compete with God.
Stay well, One love and God bless!

Still I Hurt

Anthony08
Time will heal you .. slowly.

You are very raw just now ..

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