What the fuck is wrong with me, why can't I give her up?
Is it love or selfishness, that I drink from this cup?
I gave her everything I had, she helped to bring me life
But I must have been a fucking fool to think she'd be my wife.

So many things were said and done, but now those things are passed
She seems alright without my love, I'm feeling like an ass!
What a dumbass I must be to give in and allow
myself to love another's wife, she lives inside a vow.

I die inside more everyday, I write now just to vent
With her faith, without my love, she still will be content.
I wanted her to stay around, even just a 'lil bit
with all we've shared, how could I dare, I'm such a stupid shit!

I just can't seem to let go, the pain it makes me fret
Once she reads this I fear now it's my love she'll regret.
But that's what asshole's get, even one like me so vain
to think I matter all that much, I do deserve this pain!