A book with endless pages, written in words that I couldn't read
Lying there beside me, as he once did
Ocean waves washing gently against
All that he was
Tasting sweetness in the salt smelling coffee in the wind
Gifts you gave to me you took away
The sun gone down and water cold
I sit and wonder why?
Our pictures gone, your face in dreams is all that remains

Outside the air is cold and fresh
Faint voices and cars passing by
All is well and yet inside I burn
Memories of bliss and pain that haunt me
An eternity silenced in the blink of an eye
You were my everything

All that I knew, all that I believed, tainted
My new world in Technicolor turned to grey
Changing everything I was and ever am to be
I wonder if one day you'll change, you'll find the strength to shine
For someone else, but why not me?
I gave you everything that I had, so why not for me?