Confused and Lost

Sometimes I'm feeling a lil' uneasy
I'm searching for the one who will please me
Lost the one I love but I had no choice
Mixed up inside but yet I show fake rejoice
In a state of true confusion
Not really sure which direction ill be choosin'
I have to listen to myself on this one
Who ever said loving someone was fun
Sometimes I try to talk to god but he isn't always there
My hurt inside is almost to much to bear
Am I less of a man because I cry
I'm expressing my feelings the best I can try