Be Without
Strange feelings I have,
Since the early morning cloud,
New set of feelings,
Which I cannot ignore,
Has haunted me in nights wide awake,
Realizations that keep me paralyzed,
The truth stands firm,
That you are no longer there,
You never really we’re,
My heart unfurls a feeling,
This heart which you have won,
But I must take back,
This heart that I have given,
I must take back,
A heart I’ve carelessly given,
It’s yearning to come back,
Begging it to be rescued,
Could it be that I,
Have fallen too soon,
Too much too soon,
That it is only burning,
What we both have?
I valued your every thought,
Whether I am in agreement to it or not,
I valued your every thing,
I valued your every being,
For you, are my greatest of love,
But time has come,
That I must let go,
Time has come,
That I must let you go,
Happiness is something,
I can no longer give,
For its causing more pain,
What happened to us?
I know it is my fault and I am to blame,
But haven’t I repaid?
Atonement though,
Not seeming enough,
You’re not there when I need you,
You never really we’re,
So many I walked away from,
Just to prove,
Some loyalty to you,
But this, you simply choose to ignore,
Until this ever changing day,
I love you, I love you,
I am still so in love with you,
But I guess it never is enough,
Can my love alone survive,
For you and for me,
Judging from where we are,
I think not my love,
Oh, I cannot do it alone mi amor!
Hence, an irrevocable decision I must take,
Hence, the first step, I must make,
Ironic how distance that’s always around us,
Incited hatred I cannot take,
Distance I long so wanted gone,
Now, makes me realize its purpose,
Distance from you,
Will make it easier to forget,
This love of mine,
I hope…
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