Forsaken
Oh why did it come to this?
I feel so fragile, uncertain.
The wind no longer brings me hope.
The sun is fading and darkness is all that I can see.
It pains me so to write this now.
Contradicting conviction I have shown.
I want to disappear beneath the earth.
To a place where I cannot hear any voice.
To an empty place that is still and cold.
Because maybe there, all the voice will disappear.
Oh why do we have to lie?
I cannot breathe, I cannot live like this, I cannot bear such lie.
I seem stable outside, but so broken inside.
Oh if you could only see.
I am curled up in the edge of what I cannot escape.
Desperate to escape for some air.
I am seeking but you are not there.
I want to disappear beneath the earth.
To a place where I cannot hear any voice.
To an empty place that is still and cold.
Because maybe there, all the voice will disappear.
Oh Lord, why have you forsaken me?
I did nothing but to love You.
Have I not shown enough faith and belief?
For You to forsake me like this.
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What a sad poem
If this is truelly how you felt when you wrote this, my heart goes out to you. Stay strong.
if you must know..
a lot of what i posted here were what i wrote last year and just kept them private. had really gone through the darkness at that time.. but now, seeing the light of day.
still, because such intensity has become a part of me.. can't help but to feel a little 'sting' each time i am reminded.
~N
Glad to hear you're doing well, Nicole
Loosing someone you love is never easy. It tears you down like nothing else can. I'm happy to see you're at peace now. Stay well, my friend.