I’m listening to sad songs,
Till my life finds it end,
I’m chasing teardrops,
Till the world’s gone cold.

I keep on disappointing,
If not you then me,
I start seeing the end,
Before it’s all even begun.

I refuse to stop my pain,
I twist the knife,
I am always punishing,
Not you but myself...

I have never said hello,
I always say goodbye.
I look pass you,
Don’t you see it?

I am filled with emptiness,
Big black hole,
Growing larger,
Swallowing me...

I don’t believe in second chances,
But I gave you six,
You abused every single one,
And I knew it, I was addicted...

Every time you hurt me,
I smiled secretly,
I found pleasure,
In the hurting heartbreak...

And when you came back,
To rip up the wounds,
I let you, I watched,
Waited for what I knew.

And now I find comfort,
In the dark loneliness,
Right here in my empty room,
With all the memories...