Haunted Dreams

My dreams are my own
kept by two.
No one can change it
not even you.

Then why do i dream
and see your face.
Night by night i search
for my own concealed place.

My heart remembered your face
before the kemo drained the color.
The cancer took you
before you became a mother.

Day by day i miss you
waiting for the night.
Waiting for my dreams to come
damning the sun, cursing the light.

My dreams are my own
yet your face still haunts me.
Holding you was everything
but i wish you'd let me be.

Not seeing you now
during the day.
I lost you forever
that day in may.

Goodbye my love
I say this with a sigh.
I will miss you everyday
until the day I die.

Powerful..

A very powerful and heartfelt write..Thanks for sharing.

Debs

Thanks

true story. saddly, guess it happens. but thanx for the comment, means alot.

Your Welcome..

Your welcome, I empathise Wogiba. My mother also died of this terrible illness so I know how you must have felt.

Debs x

yes its terrible

yeah, its aweful. im sorry bout your mother. guess things happen like that. my dad died from a brain tumer the same week my gf died from a clot caused by an unknown cancer. but yeah, thanx again for the comment.

I cant say I understand as ur hurt is personal....

but I am truly thankful u shared this beautiful write with us wogi.....to be able to write about it needs some self courage and security and I admire u 4 that....its amazing, we never know our time, I guess its a lesson 4 all......life is too short to feel sorry 4 ourselves....we just gotta make the most of who we love and keep smiling even when it hurts cuz that image of u left behind when u die is an image that will remain with all who love u and all who don't......peace. repenter86.

Both my parents are still

Both my parents are still alive, yet I could feel your pain through your poem. I'm sure this is a way for you to get through your days, but you're also helping others that may be going through a similar experience.

hey thanx, but it wasnt for my parents...

It was for my wife. she died 7 months ago. but thank you soo much. because it seem like you do understand the way i think. thank you again.

This is so

This is so heartwrenching.Thankyou for sharing

thank you

this poem helps me put my past on paper. it really helps me, thanks for the comment. and thanks for understanding.

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