This is Feeling

I've this emptiness inside me that I just can't let go
I cannot hide and I can't escape what it's doing to my soul
The harder I run, the faster it follows the road I travel on
This is on top me every time that I listen to that song
In all the pretty words uttered by the loved one
The end the truth in when all is said and done
Every broken moment, a memory driven insane
By unspoken words tearing through the doubt-filled brain
Deliver the forgotten sinner his moment of truth
When he walks into the arms of the death in you
Darkness swallowing the sin, the wrongful deed
The soul still captured by that weak moments' need
There is no love in the afterlife, no tears you'd cry
Even if it were tears that delivered you to where you die
The song reminds us to forgive and forget
The song holds you by the unmade promise of regret
When it happens, it happens so fast you won't know it
And when it's upon you, you think you'd outgrow it
It smiles when it knows this life's captured
And it laughs when it sees the double rapture
Being sent into the folds of deliverance uncared for
When the craved love brings courage to adore
Yours truly the truth be told, but ignored by all
By the mad, the crazy, the moment you fall
Captured and taken in completely - the feeling
It comes when you don't expect it - for the killing
The truth behind it being for not one or two or three
Every single person can be caught in the frenzy
But they all will taste the bitter aftermath of war
They've been fighting never knowing what it was for
It enters the soul and walks through the mind kindly
Leaves you feeling raw and empty and fighting blindly
But when you stand up and face the fear you've created alone
And let the heat in your mind melt the heart of stone
You, human being, walk the same path again knowing
You'll live with this, by this and be it, everyday growing
You tell me what it is that I mean by uttering the whole
And I give you willingly, the name of the song and my soul...